Sunday, June 27, 2010
Last blogged @ 12:10 AM

Get out of my life. I'm serious, bitch. You know what I can be like when my friends are stolen, now it's someone I love dearly. Wherever I see you, your name or your face, I got an urge to bash you up. I don't hate you, I just hate the fact that you like doing things which pisses me off ttm. Fuck off. Stop pretending how sad or pathetic you are. That's my job, not yours.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:17 PM

Dear God, I don't know what to do nor say now. I want to cry, but I'm shocked to do so. Please tell me what is all these for... I know you have much installed for all of us, but please God, this is gonna be so painful. &if it's really gonna happen, please, just watch over the both of them. So many of them leaving...what am I supposed to do?

Amen.

Last blogged @ 3:06 PM

I miss Dance so badly, it's just useless and boring lazing around at home like that, with nothing to keep my motivation going. My dance shoes are still pretty and pink for a month, and I bet i wouldn't be able to fit into my tights anymore.

Sometimes I wonder how far can dance bring me to in future. It's not as if i've some ballet degree, or not as if i'm amazingly flexible. It's also not as if i'm gonna enter some dance school or something. I wonder, I really have no idea why God placed me in dance. But i thank Him for it. Because I somehow have this sense of belonging, this happiness in me with my great friends.

Actually, i'm enjoying myself a lot. Despite all that long hours of panting and muscle aches, I kinda look forward to it each time. At least i found something i liked doing, i felt like i've a responsiblity towards it. I always asked my mum why didn't she sign me up to attend ballet classes when I was young, I never got a proper reply.

I envy those people who have like a gift for dancing, given by God. I don't know, it's like every spin and every jump they do just look beautiful. But when I try to do it, it just looks freaking awful.

There are times when i'd look at myself in the mirror, looking at the reflection. At first, i'd start blaming Dance for making my legs look ugly. All muscular and manly, and have this fear of wearing short dresses or shorts.

But one day, this sudden thought or statement came to me. It went something like that, " Why do you care and mind so much of how you look? At least you enjoyed doing it, in this case, dancing. Dancing for God. "

It seems like i'm living in self denial at that time, but the first night of Radix proved that thought right. We were bonded, we were united, we put in our very best and it was all because of God's grace that everything went well.

Last blogged @ 2:56 PM

Attended KCPSS' concert, Te Deum, last night. Managed to once again talk to primary school friends, haha all of them look and sound so different now. Honestly, the concert was pretty good, especially the dancers. But i thought the entire event was a little too rush, without any intervals and stuff.

Hell lot of fun sitting with KeXin, Willi, Alvin & Ezek. The funniest thing was Ezek sitting beside Miss Tang, yet doing retarded acts that made us laugh our butts off. Aww miss that joker <:

I spent the whole of today watching Gossip Girl and Glee....although I really wanted to finish up some work. I'm trying to stop procrastinating.

p/s : Tatty will be back tonight........................................& i can't wait. Hehe.

Monday, June 21, 2010
Last blogged @ 3:24 PM

&i'm patiently waiting for your call every single minute.

Last blogged @ 3:04 PM

Of all the things I still remember,
Summer's never looked the same.
The years go by and time just seems to fly by,
But the memories remain...

In the middle of September,
We'd still play out in the rain.
Nothing to lose but everything to gain.
Reflecting now on how things could've been,
It was worth it in the end...

Sometimes i think back, start reflecting on the past. Time really passes very quickly, we're like all big kids now. I'm glad we are better off as friends. It's been years, and things were really unexpected.

I was reading my old blogs, the language I used in the past. I realised i've changed so much, in fact it becomes embarassing to actually know I was like that. People change, it becomes such a natural thing. When they change, it's either for the better or for the worse.

I know of friends who just...change suddenly. Like overnight. Till I hardly talk to them anymore, because they are no longer who they used to be. Maybe it's for popularity, maybe it's just that they are tired of who they were, that they try to be someone else. All I hope is God brings them back to the right path...

Last blogged @ 12:45 PM

Hi. I felt bored. And so I created a new blog. This is my...5th blog. I'm just bored of Livejournal. And before that I was bored of Blogger. But well, now i'm back!

Hey there.
This won't be long, I promise.
Jermaine
15
Singapore
Christian
♥ Tat.

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